Own It!

Those are the two words that have got me through so much these past 8 years, and the person who first uttered them will still to this day throw them back at me if I falter regarding anything I am stuttering, stumbling or procrastinating over (normally my drinks order but still).  She is and was […]

Being Present..

So it’s been a while since I put pen to paper, so much has happened since I last wrote. It’s literally because I have been busy being present. Which means photos aren’t being taken as regularly and I am not off ranting about every little thing that upsets me. I’ve been actually joining in – […]

A letter to my former self… the one with the first newborn baby!

So, here you are, newly sprogged up and from what I can remember feeling unbelievably happy yet overwhelmed and a bit sore and teary. I mean wow what a shock right… the baby is ACTUALLY REAL! All that careful planning in advance… the nursery that was decorated by the time you were 20 weeks pregnant, […]

Can’t get no sleep… and the neverending to damn do list…

So I’m sat here at 5.20am following another 4am night feed (?) and just can’t get back off to sleep – why are you blogging then you silly woman I hear you ask… ? Well because I need to put pen to paper about everything that is going through my mind – and hopefully then […]

New Year, New Start…?

So, that’s it Christmas is over. And, it feels a bit like a shorter more active version of maternity leave – like you have a hangover without consuming the alcohol – i.e. knackered, seeing the same 4 walls for days on end and craving some time alone so you can pee / poo / get […]